this term entered my mind when i had done some self-evaluation during the sembreak. I felt lonely that I had thought of the things that are really missing in my life. My ife isn\t miserable, it just so happens that I am not contented with the life I have. According to one quote “Uncontentment gives birth to Ambitions” I am ambitious. I want my family to experience what others sometimes take for granted. This won’t take long for soon I am oing to graduate and I’m going to work hard so that I can helpmy family.Last October marked a new beginning to our lives- we now have the land for ourselves. Father has land somewhere in Binagyuhan(i’m not quite sure of this,i mean the place’s name) and the first tenant doesn’t give us back the profit from the land. I thought that when father brought it, there was the promise thta we would heve better income fo the land is abundant with mango trees. Father and the tenant had a fight(verbal) and he was asked to attend the trial(purok hearing) there{looks like father and I have a lot in common heehee}. I was afraid for him knowing that the place is inhabited by NPAs.
I think i’m gonna make a story about this when inspiration comes.
Yep, we were terrified when father wasn’t home yet. But he sure did make it and I am grateful for it. So the next problem comes what will happen to that land without someone tilling its soil? ummm…Papa will take care of it.
I have many dreams and everytime I pray that God will take care of me because I promise Him that I am going to help a lot of people someday…
Sometimes I feel sad when I see a lot of people suffering. I know I have my own sufferings too but I just can’t help sympathizing them. I feel sorry for them and for myself. I like too share their burden but I now that I am easily weakened by my own troubles.
I promise myself that I’ll make it no matter how hard things seem.
November 2, 2008
and it’s sad when you there’s….
chorva.
It’s quite amazing how love interplays with the destinies of many people. I often wondered if I could live without love. But in my mind and soul, I know that every part of me submits to the so-called love things. There are many techniques so that one would not be caught off guard when encountering those people:
1.don’t look away fast.(it’ll be tooooo obvious)
2.look straight ahead.(never stare those wide-yearning eyes)
3.maintain the distance.(you’ll later get the hang of his own perfume, but for a moment keep distance)
4.never let yourself look clumsy.(Clumsy,stupid,moron,imbecile etc. cause bad things do happen)
5.appear fresh and beautiful.(the kind of beauty that is effortless as my bros call it)
6.be a bait.(be ready for adventures or hookers)
7.enjoy.(as the last on my list enjoy means to make good the performance)
And there you go girl.
Sit back while his shoulders droop in exhaustion.
Just be careful in following these tips they’re for hopeless romantics.
September 8, 2008
